Still here

I have struggled daily in trying to think of what to say next for over a month now. I have put restrictions on myself of the things I am no longer willing to put out there as I am sure they go without saying. The hard part is finding something else and something positive to say. I guess I am not there yet. I use to think about Tiffany every second after she passed away, now it's only every minute. My mind is getting clearer as I have come to terms with what has happened, but the future and my feelings are still very uncertain. I am angry at myself sometimes for not being stronger, and not being able to stay focused more on what I need to do on a daily basis in order to be functional. Baby is doing fine although I do see her still looking for momma sometimes. Sometimes we have our own little pitty party together. starting on the first of August I will be sending out more info on Team tiffany in an effort to raise money for Breast Cancer in her honor. Everyone has been very wonderful with there support in this area and I promise to not bug you for anymore money after this years efforts. Additionally I am on facebook so feel free to friend request me and we can stay in touch that way as well. Be safe everybody.
Stephen