Strength

When will I stop looking for her? It has been 3 and a half months and I still find myself looking for her. I still can't believe this has happened, and I still have no idea how my life is suppose to matter without her. I miss her so much it literally hurts to the point of pain. I get through each day by not dealing with the fact that she is gone, and by only trying extremely hard to think of something else. I can't hardly say her name without being choked up. Her clothes and everything is still in the exact same location as the day she passed. Sometimes I think the pain is getting worse instead of better. I don't want to get over her being gone, but it would be nice to not be so scarred. I just wish I could talk to her at least one more time. I know that is not going to happen, but I miss her so much. I miss you Tiffany. I wish I was stronger, but I'm not.

Happy Anniversary Tiffany

Today makes 13 years. 13 years ago we said I DO, and we also said till death do us part. This was by far my most favorite day of the year, because it was always the day I could say thanks. Thanks for putting up with me. Thanks for making me a better person. Thanks for taking this one life that we get here on this earth and saying you want me to be in it with you. It always meant alot, and forever will always be the greatest gift I have ever been given. This will always be, now and forever the most important day in my life. This was the day that changed me and my life for the better. This was the day Tiffany said I DO. I miss you Tiff. Happy Anniversary.