Finding The Words.......

My first Christmas without Tiff. Last year I remember how thankful I was that she was here. I remember how happy she was to not be in the hospital. To have her son home. To be alive. I'm not sure anyone ever reads what I write to be honest. For those that do I only have this to say. With all the things in this world I don't know; I am absolutely clear about what kind of man, and sailor she wanted from me. I will stop at nothing to be that person. Never confuse my motivation, drive, and determination as anything other than a man fulfilling the wish of his late wife. I owe her that. Life has a way of moving on even if we are not ready or willing. It is up to us to find purpose, and matter. To stand for something and make a difference. We all know Tiffany did just that very thing, and I intend to do my absolute best in making sure her wishes someday meet our dreams.

I won't let you down Tiffany, Merry Christmas.